Hello....
This is Justomin.
Sigh.....
Too many things happen.
Too much pain, too much unimportant thing to my future life ruin my mood.
Now I can state...
Being fangirl is hard.
Sedih rasanya melihat teaser SHINee terbaru tanpa Jonghyun.
I can't smile. Okay, all are perfect. Minho too away handsome like usual, Key is pretty as hell like a princess, Taemin is gorgeous, Onew is never be as good as this one.
No Jonghyun.
I'm feeling guilty to spazzing.
Other things happen.
I have a really close friend, that I really believe to.
Dia orang yang ceria dan selama ini selalu memberikan energi positif sampai bisa menulari semangatnya ke aku.
Sampai hari ini.....
We have a VERY BIG different opinion.
Mungkin aku bener-bener kecewa, sampe aku mendeactive akun twitter [for fangirling ofc not my real acc] karena aku mau meminimalkan intensitas pembicaraan kita (walaupun aku ga terlalu sering mentionan)
Aku orang yang selalu semangat dalam mendukung SHINee dan 2Min, tapi sekarang.... <///3
I better runaway this moment.
Sampai pikiran dan perasaanku kembali stabil.
I'm not blaming everyone. Aku hanya kecewa. Semoga aku bisa belajar dari keadaan ini.
I can't trust anyone. No one.
I know someone know this blog is belong to me, so please... don't ever tell anyone what I write this. Don't. Tell. Anyone. I swear the person I talk about is the person who is around you.
Walaupun aku tidak bisa percaya dengan utuh kepada siapapun, can you just... keep silent?
- I'm tired for believing people.
